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List Of Things To Do While I'm Home

  • take a bath
  • get some socks
  • read a clockwork orange
  • read less than zero
  • read my name is asker lev
  • see a clockwork orange
  • buy 2 or 3 new pairs of jeans
  • donate old clothes
  • see fear and loathing in las vegas
  • call the bank
  • send in my parking pass
  • hair cut
  • learn to rubix cube
More to come!


Fuzzucked Up Dreams

Disclaimer:  my dreams are usually interesting and cool to read because they usually have some sort of elaborate plot, but this one is just fuzzucked up and makes no sense at all. Read on if you want, but its probably not worth your time.

I’m going to do this now before I forget, because I have been having all of these amazing and detailed dreams as of late, and I’ve been wanting to write them down but like a dumbass, I'm like, noooooo, I’ll do it later, so here goes dream one:

I was driving in Charlie through a small down town-y part of my home town (Lexington) and I remember rit was the place where the old bakery is, and billy’d bbq, and that Italian restaurant that I can never remember the name for but josh kline works there. All of a sudden this guy runs out into the street, so I slow down, thinking he’s an idiot and he needs to cross. Instead, he runs in front of my car about 10 ft away from the bumper, so I’m going really slowly to avoid hitting him. It was so weird, he just kept running in front of my car like he was trying to get hit, but making sure he want the one hitting me, making sure that I was going to hit him. So I kept going, because even thought it appeared he wanted to get hit, he kept evading even touching my car.

Then all these other guys with rakes and bats come out of nowhere and start following my car. They are causing me to drive somewhere I hadn’t intended to, because I'm trying not to hit any of them to avoid being slapped with a huge law suit, in the mean time they are kind of controlling where I am going.

We get to this house, and I don’t remember how I got inside. I think when I stopped they yanked me out of the car and explained what had just happened as: if I had stopped the car, that guy running around in front would have thrown himself at the car and gotten hit and hurt, if that had happened, all of the other guys would have formed an angry mob and continue to beat me and my car to a bloody, metaly, pulp. I could just think, well, since I didn’t know that, it’s a good thing I didn’t stop.

So they force me into the house and Brett is there and I try to explain to him what had just happened, but all of the blinds in the house are up and the guys outside are pressing their faces against the windows and laughing at us, bats and rakes in hand. I was so freaked out, Brett and I lower all of the blinds calmy as to not agitate the crazy guys. They tried to come around to all of the windows, but we kept closing them. All of a sudden, I realized there might be someone else in the house, so I run upstairs and there is a patio on the second floor? A screen patio with a door that should be on the first floor, but I know I just came upstairs. There is a man on the screen porch ironing laundry he had just gotten from the yard where it was hanging to dry.

I got a feeling that this guy ironing laundry was not a good guy, so I tried to close the porch door, but it was just a screen, and I knew he could but through it if he wanted, so I tried to find some other makeshift door to put up, because apparently these things couldn’t bust through anything but open windows and doors.

And I don’t remember anything else, but it was a scary dream, I remember.


Next fuzzucked up dreams:

Not getting invited to all these good chess parties: I got onto facebook and I realized I hadn’t been to chess club or the chess club group in a really long time, so I go to see what’s up. Turns out there are all these parties that I didn’t get invited to and that totally bums me out and I get all pissed off.

Vampire dream: I had this crazy vampire dream that new York had been taken over by vampires and they were slowly biting everyone because they knew if they hit new York, it would get spread all over the country. So I was pretending to be a vampire, really convincingly, because I had tricked one of them into thinking they had bit me (one of the newb vamps) and I was secretly freeing other humans from where the vamps were keeping them. I would test all of the humans and only release the more intelligent ones (I know, I know, bad). It was my job to go into the room where all of the humans were held and fetch some for the hire ups to have their way with. So I would pick stupid people to get sucked and let smart people go, because smart people would know what to do and stupid vamps weren’t any win for the vamp side. I told the smart people how to escape from the building and the city so they wouldn’t be caught.

Sleeping guy interrupting starwars: I got to see star wars 3 because its playing in tate theater, and some of my friends are there. We are all watching the movie happily until some guy falls asleep in the row behind us. Hes sleeping reall loudly and really obnoxiously and its pissing me off. He starts saying all these random-ass things (random ass-things) in his sleep and he is laughing and being disruptive. I go get one of the guys that work at the theater to escort him out, but I cant find any, meanwhile, I'm missing the movie. By the time one of the workers wake him up and get him up and out (he was really fat and ugly), the movie was over and I had to listen to him chat and whoop and giggle all through the good part of the movie. (I think this dream has to do with when I saw the dark night, some guy was breathing really heavily in the row behind me).


This will be a continuing list, but I might as well get it together:

A digital camera (a good one to take to Spain)
a car radio transmitter for MP3 players
whatever any of my friends can afford to get me, I love getting gifts from friends and I love giving them, but if i dont get any this year, i can understand, due to the economic climate, lol. but i do like gifts with the giver's personality in it
uuummmm.... dude.... I dunno.... traveler things? i dont know what kind.... nah, no traveler things
i would say a nalgene, but i have one


Disreguard My Last Post And Read On

  • I am always wrong
  • i need to learn to read people better
  • if i assume the best, i should expect the worst
  • i should learn not to jump to conclusions
  • if i stick with what i have instead of trying to explore, everything should turn out okay because there is no opportunity for error
  • error.... damn it



I'm terrified of a zombie invasion and anywhere I go I analyze how I would escape from a zombie attack. Rooms and buildings, I size them up to see if I'd be able to survive. I locate all of the doors and windows and judge the distance from windows to the ground in case I have to jump. I also pay attention to the location of grave yards near places I'm going to see how much time I would have to get away. I also remember how much gas I have in my car in case I need to run out of Payne and get away. I would drive somewhere on 316 because there aren't many graves that I've noticed close to the road. I would steal gas and run because when people found out zombies were invading, they wouldn't care.

I may have already talked about zombies n.n


Blog Things

You Are Disturbingly Profound

You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense.

Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you.

Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people.

No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them.

You Are Very Approachable

You can talk to anyone, and it shows. People are eager to start conversations with you.

You are open and friendly. You are willing to connect with almost anyone.

While it's great to be approachable, there is such a thing as too approachable.

Eventually someone will try to take advantage of you. Don't be afraid to say no or end an awkward conversation.

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men

You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

You Are Upper Middle Class

You're stuck in an interesting middle area between upper and middle class.

You're wealthy enough for most people to call you rich (or at least comfortable), but you don't feel rich!

Climbing your way to the top is hard work. And you've often feel stretched for time and resources.

If only you had a little more money! You can't help but wish you had the lifestyle of the upper class.

You may end up: A manager, high school teacher, or accountant.

Other people who share your class: "White collar" professionals and business people

You Act Like You Are 24 Years Old

You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.

You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.

The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.

Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.

You are best known for: your touch

Your dominant state: changing



I really hate it when people compare you to other people that they know. Let me explain this further, because I think this statement is unclear, for example, the other day I let my hair go curly and it formed into the most perfect sausage curls you have ever seen. My hair is naturally curly and when it falls certain ways, it looks quite lovely. I went over to a friend's and they said "Oh my god, your hair is so curly! My mom has the most curly hair you've ever seen, it's kind of like yours, but different because it curls blah blah blah blah" and I'm standing there like, if you're going to compliment me, I'd like to hear what you think about my hair, not your mom's. For another example, I've recently lost a lot of weight (30lbs) and a friend of mine who hasn't seen me in a long time give me the elevator eyes and says "Oh yea, I've lost a lot of weight, I think it may have been 40lbs, let me step on a scale so I can show you!" and I'm thinking to myself, Oh! She must be saying that because she noticed my weight loss and is trying to one up me by saying she has lost a ton of weight, when really, she looks the same! How nice of her. I just don't like being compared to other people in things that make me special, if I have nice hair, tell me I have nice hair, don't talk about how someone you know has the most beautiful hair you've ever seen. If you've noticed I've lost weight, tell me I'm looking good and ask me how I've done it, don't talk about a friend who dropped 50lbs because they are throwing up and are unhappy with their bodies. I don't know if anyone shares my sentiments, and I know A LOT of people do what I'm saying I detest, but I'm just saying. If you are giving someone a compliment, be straightforward and mean what you say.
I also hate on-uppers. I say I'm living a healthy lifestyle with WeightWatchers, don't tell me about mushrooms are the only thing you are eating because of their healthy properties and that you are working out every fucking day. I'm just going to say 'Good for you' because I actually think you are ridiculous and jealous. There is a difference between eating healthily and eating to lose weight and I know the difference and the way to do both, as I currently am. 30lbs, bitches, how many of you done than in a few months? *beeping her own horn* I think I'm allowed to be proud of my accomplishments, so there. I have this friend, that every week she asks how my 'diet' is going and I tell her I've lost another one or two lbs, she goes on and on about she goes to the gym every day and she doesn't eat much and I just look at her muffin top sticking out over her pants and when we go to dinner, she orders the greasiest things I've seen in my life. She also claims to be a vegetarian, I guess her vegetarianism includes tukey and hamburgers and grilled chicken and steak. I'm just saying, I get really annoyed with people who talk big and do nothing. I've been drinking a liter and a half of water a day, eating at LEAST 5 servings of vegetables/fruits (1 cup = 1 seving), cutting back my consumption of sweets and junk food, and making good choices in portions and meals and I am losing weight, don't hate my progress, learn from example. I mean, I love being 2 sizes smaller and feeling more vital and healthy. Do it to it.

Just a rant, don't worry about it.

Nov. 14th, 2008

I love to wash my hands. Something about the clean feeling, also a sense of small accomplishment. I love music with pianos as the main instrument. I seek music for cathartic reasons, emotional release, the majority of the time. I am a deeply 'mood music' type person. Piano music is soothing and reminds me of my roots when I taught myself how to play piano at age ten. Music with pianos also reminds me of my first musical love of the Beatles. I have music for most of my emotions and if I can't find something suitable, I seek new music. I find the best music that way, in my opinion. I enjoy puns more than is socially acceptable. For the same reasons, I love Shakespeare.

Nov. 5th, 2008

I hate wearing pants, but I do it for the well-being of all those I come in contact with. I enjoy bubble wrap and speaking/writing eloquently. I like collecting things like stickers and condoms and postcards. I don't kill spiders larger than quarters.

Of Course I Won The Pumpkin Carving Contest


I'm thinking of changing this layout because it always makes my font so fucking small and I know its a bitch to read if the font is tiny. At least I think so.

I won a pumpkin carving contest, if you couldnt tell by the title. My RA and I carved a pumpkin all the way around with different scenes. One side was a scene from the Nightmare Before Christmas, the one where Jack is singing on top of the spiral hill. It was amazing, and yes, it was as detailed as you think. The other side was a haunted house, and the other other side was a depiction of a woman running away from Frankenstein's monster with big stars in the sky. I carved the haunted house and the stars and my RA carved the rest. All of the desings were cut free hand with knives, nothing fancy. There should be pictures on my face book pretty soon.

Otherwise, I've been begging Ramone to come back to my dreams, but he has not returned.

I should be doing work now, so I shall post and update to the RP and away myself